MY LOSS
Nidhi Chauhan

You aint going nowhere
Leaving me alone
You will stay with me
Always in my memories
In what used to be home.

Left your imprints everywhere i see
Can't escape from it all, your eyes won't let me flee.
I want to forget it all
forget you ever loved me.
Waking up each morning without you
far from your embrace,
Every night in my dreams
you are the one i chase.

Living without you is mere existence
should have said "i love you" when i had the chance.
Now you left me to fight a battle
to keep my heart beating
Every time i look back, i see you fading.
You held me in tough times
coaxing me, supporting me.
Made me smile through simple tricks
I still see you, disappearing, with just a blink.

The time you were mine
i didnt realise
How much you meant to me,
is no longer a surprise.

What i have figured out in all this chaos
Once my gain, now you are my loss.